I went to pick up my flight tickets yesterday (muahaha).. Found out that I'll be sandwiched between Fariza and Jul Li on the flight home but that's all good. Also got some souvenirs for family and neighbours (mak dah miskin, nyah!) hehe.. It's a funny sensation, achieving this notion that I'll be going back for good. Time flew quite amazingly quick and I didn't even realised half of the time I've spent here.
Don't get me wrong, I heart KL even if I love Syd. But understanding that a certain lack of privacy and some prevailing intrusion into life by family and relatives will occur again, hurrrmmm *sigh* I love my family, of course but when you go back again, you won't be totally independent. You'll have to seek consultation on every single thing (that's for me, at least) and after two years or so of not doing so, I reckon you sort of "forget" how it works.. haha
But I'm looking forward to spend some time browsing through what's brewing in the Malaysian music scene (notice I said brewing and not ageing), attending more events (kenduri, family gatherings, music etc.) & looking for potholes (hehe). Also looking forward to meet my fellow INFs who some I haven't met in two years, some I haven't actually met at all(aku dah penat menaip dgn korang.. hahaha)
wowo.. so much to do, so much time left...
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dah penat menaip yee.. cepat balik so that lepas tu u penat bercakap plak!!! akakakakakakaka!!
huhu, mak rela penat mulut, nyah! siap sedia semua... lariksss...
hi anna.
read ur blog n coincidentally our layout sama plak!u going back fr good?bestnyerrrrr...well,take care girl.malaysia always the best place.
hey, akmaelinda.. thanks for dropping by :)
i have to agree with you, on the fact that it's kinda hard to get back to consulting first on every thing before you actually do it. tp nak wat camne kan, somehow kene la get the hang of it again. 4 days in msia, n still suffering from the jet lag, sometimes i worry whether my actions may not be right... sigh... takot2 kadang2 mcm selfish juge. but honestly, it's really hard getting used to the fact that no, you are no longer the only person who decides what u can and cannot do. some things which when u were overseas, kalo u nak buat, u buat je, tak buleh done the the same way here... sigh... i miss being able to decide on whenever i want to go out, and whenever i want to come back, and wherever i want to go, but in the same time, i love the idea of being with the ones i love most. so, tadah je la =) take it as it comes, and adapt, i guess. can't wait to see u =)
nina: yeah, adapting would be hard again tapi we'll work things through, as usual.. hehe
i can't wait to see you too :)
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