Monday, April 23, 2007

Emotions In Consonants and Vowels

It's a sad revelation to achieve the reality that your heart has been shattered beyond repair by the person you trust the most...

I promised myself not to sound pathetic but I think that is something that can't be helped when you're still hopelessly in love with a person who had crushed your feelings like it's the least worthy thing in this world...

It was very hard to fall in love but I finally did with him after a long duration of being a non-believer. Was I living a love of lies?? I wouldn't know... And I wouldn't want to know because I've given all I possibly can give, been all I possibly can be.

It might take me years to fall out of this love... Years of possible lividity for being unable to replace his ornaments of love that once decorated my heart... Years of lucidly being hopeful for another chance of happiness when it seems so far away...

Allah s.w.t knows what you can handle... amin.

13 comments:

Nina Samad said...

No one can actually replace another, u once said, and neither will his. Once special, always special sbnrnye. Tapi kite kan hanye mampu berusaha, tp kalau bukan untuk kite, bukan jua akhirnye. Hang on there. Have faith, Allah has set better plans for you. Just wait and see =)

Ana Shirin said...

Insya Allah.. thanks yayang for understanding all the time

~CaSPeR BaBy~ said...

be patient ok..to make u feel better, ingat mesti ada orang yg tuhan tentukan lebih layak untuk you..u deserve the best..

Ana Shirin said...

Terima kasih, cik pari-pariku...

cik jem said...

if u've tried ur best..all out.did everything u can.then u dun have to worry. the lost is his n not urs..been there.trust me~

soyasofya said...

ana!! lme btol x bertanya kabar.. hope u r doing fine.. will catch up later~

ah^kam koko' said...

you will love again, anna...

such a wonderful & attractive person like u...
no problem!

but do be more careful next time k?
*hugs*
=D

Ana Shirin said...

cik jem: thanx a lot, babe.. whoever you are..

soya: rindu sama kamu, bah!

jarod: thanks for the thought... it's friends like you who keeps me going
: )

Berry Yogurt said...

cik jem-mi! lah aduh! hahahaha

Ana Shirin said...

Cik Jem (with the mi):leeeeerrr.. mana aku nak tahu??? walaupun aku dah agak2 dah sebenarnya.. hahahahaha

Anonymous said...

"to Allah ascend all good words, the sincere supplication, the tears of the innocent, and the invocations of the afflicted. Hands and eyes are extended to Him in times of hardship and misfortune. The tongue chants, cries out and mentions His name. The hearts find peace, the soul find rest and the nerves are relaxed, and the intellect is awakened - these are all achieve when we remember Allah"

Don't be sad, ana...

fAa said...

i was doin my assgmnet (sound sgt academic, i am kn?) when i saw ur ym status. i dunno whats happening,but i hope everything is doin fine with u there, ana. i can smell the issue, but it might not be true. wthever it is,senyum selalu, kenangkn masa kita tdo rmai2 kat bilik syida. rsnye, senyuman panjang akan kembali. take care, ana.

Ana Shirin said...

anonymous: Alhamdulillah, Allah bersama saya sentiasa... my source of happiness, amin.

faa: saya udah tersenyum lebar, faa...