Thursday, September 14, 2006

Too much negativity around me...

I just got a message from my mum, saying that my grandad just had a fatal heart attack and is currently under coma.. there is less hope, so the doctor said and everybody is there at his bedside, except for me... except for me...

I have friends who are going through a rough time right now.. Some just got out of a relationship, relationship that was meant to be doomed, relationships that were glittering but just lost its sparkle as time passes by... I feel for them as I've been hurt before but what more can I do to cheer them up??

I just realised that some people just couldn't stop talking about everybody else, even when there is less concern about the gossipers. I just learnt that I have nicknames, I just learnt that people bitch about me when I don't give a damn about them at all in the first place...

Too much negativity.. I'm trying to be positive.

3 comments:

~CaSPeR BaBy~ said...

ana..sabar eh...i pun tengah down ni..tak tahu bile nak recover..huhu..if only i can just put a smile on my face to wash away all the troubles..huhu...be strong k..i doakan grandpa u sihat eh..kta doakan je eh..take care

durra~ said...

xpe i'm pretty sure you've recovered.*if u know what i mean*
bende hijau2 n dpt mkn ikan.haha

tp cik ana thanks ye n be super strong too =)

Ana Shirin said...

ape hijau-hijau??? aku insan ynag pandai berpura-pura untuk menenangkan fikiran sendiri... nothing is well as yet...