I've been blocked, my mind that is. No, not a writer's block (not much of a writer in the first place). I guess I'm feeling overwhelmed with a lot of things including my newly found fear of entering the workfield. Next year, I must prepare myself in a foreign place without my usual support system. No Mummy, No Nabil, No Acap... Imagine... Yes, imagine.. Now, swallow.
Selfishly, I want to be able to wake up everyday and just head to the kitchen to hug my mum. I want this joyful, laid-back, stress-free life that I always had with Nabil and Acap by my side to never end. Takmau pi Bota Kanan, Bota Kiri, Bota Depan, Bota Belakang.
But now is the time to show some gratitude. Must set my mind that the world doesn't work in my convenience. Next week onwards, it will be berkhidmat untuk negara :)